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Anxious, Anxious, Anxious

We've been hiking through the desert.  It's amazing.  Hot.  And, a little nerve-wracking.  The last seven entries will give you all the details!

 

8-21-06

 

Start: Moab, UT

Destination: Moab, UT

Elevation: 4,023 ft.

Miles: 0.0

Weather: Hot

 

We got up this morning and tried to get somewhat organized. It frustratingly made a lot of sense not to hike today. I am actually finding days off leaving me insanely anxious to get back on the trail. But we took full advantage of the day and really got a lot done. We did some shopping for a few things we needed - gear and groceries - did laundry, stared blankly at more maps... we even did some fun window shopping.

 

I'm finding this part of the trip to be hard on my head. I'm trying to decide between taking the trail and really submersing myself in the hike end of this, or taking the road for part and taking more advantage of towns (media & awareness), vehicle support, and convenience of water - and possibly saving some time. We are falling behind schedule, and for the first time in the trip, I think mom and I are both feeling a bit nervous. And anxious.

 

My stomach hurts at the thought of missing some of the actual trail route through these states. It's really beautiful here, and I know some of this country is very remote. The Henry Mountains area, Cooper told us, is the last area of the lower 48 states to be explored! How freakin' cool is that?! And sadly, it's another area we're trying to decide if we should skirt around and take roads. Our #1 personal goal for both of us was to make a solid line east to west - not a dotted one - meaning making all the connecting steps across America. That means no skipping, and no rides. We've been successful with that so far. And that's the one thing we refuse to turn back on. We also want to have fun. What do we do?

 

It's serious here. Before I got to Utah, ignorant when it comes to our country's geography, I thought, "Aah, we can find a few shortcuts if need be." It's been put simply like this: "Out here, every road is where it is for very good reason - there's no cutting across - you'll die." Reason being, canyons. If you step 3 feet to the left in some cases, you could drop 2,000 feet into a canyon, or run face-first into a wall of red sandstone. So, I guess, no shortcuts here!

 

So anyway, there's my frustration. It's a challenge I plan to beat. I am working my mind and our options over and over, and after talking with a few people, including our vehicle support in the next few days, I'm sure we'll have it figured out.

 

Everything really seems to fall into place and work out if you just let it fall. I find when I get really frustrated, sometimes it's best to just think, "Move on and hope for the best." Or as Modest Mouse says, "Float on." I love those two words together. They make me relax and smile. It might sound flimsy, but it chills me out. We will not enter dangerous territory unprepared - that's for sure, but "float on" is something we can do.

 

Maybe Modest Mouse should meet us at Point Reyes and play "The World at Large" when we finish! :)

 

"Onward, James!" Westward we a' go!

posted on Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:24 PM

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# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/25/2006 12:20 PM Shopping Buddy

You guys are handling the desert amazingly well. Great work. Try to get back on schedule. You have a wedding to attend. Be careful of shortcuts. Utah has some trecherous territory. Keep putting one foot in front of the other.

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/25/2006 12:35 PM Kandi

Hey girls!! Keep the spirit alive. Having the family around may calm your anxiousness. I can't say I know how you feel, but I feel anxious too because I know you're almost there!!!! YAHOO!! Olivia and I just spent four days in the Dells, and we had a blast. We think and talk about you two often. Keep focused on your destination, enjoy the scenery, and stay positive. We all miss you and love you!!!!! Stay safe-Kandi

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/25/2006 2:30 PM MN Seester

KEEP SAFE - just talked to WI Seester and you are scaring us. glad to hear Mummy & Daddy made it out there to help. We are going to meet at the "fair" on Sunday - John is doing the demo derby & so is David. We will miss your company & will try & look up Keith to say hello. If possible take the easy road - with lots of watering holes - the heck with the scenery - we want you back in one piece. with you in spirit.

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/25/2006 4:58 PM Wis Seester

Your guys just stay safe. I think you should be "grounded" to day trips where your trail angels (mummy and daddy)can know you have enough water. Hope you are enjoying your home cooking each evening...dumplings, Wis. fish...etc. Love you both.Take care.

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/26/2006 10:45 PM Mom Laatsch & G"Ma

Well Now you are in Utah. But each state has had its wonders right? After Utah you only have two more states right? It is hard to comprehend how much you have behind you. I hear the fund raiser at Comfort Cove was GREAT. It sure was fun. My sides ached for two days from laughing. Well we start bowling again the day after Labor day. We can't bowl on Dec. 12th as Keith C is having the tavern league meeting that day. So we start a week ahead this year. Happy trails to you both & keep treking. love XXXXOOOO

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/28/2006 7:26 AM Jennifer

Stay level-headed about this, as I know you will, and as you have thus far. Robin, you have made every decision about the hike in a very well-thought out manner, there's no need to stop now! :) You don't want to ever risk too much, it's simply not worth it. This whole thing is meant to be full of enjoyment for you two, while doing so much for other patients and their families and spreading awareness. You have accomplished incredible strides in spreading the awareness, you have gone over the $100,000 mark of raising funds, and you bring remarkable hope to so many patients and their families...remember to enjoy and not put yourself in harms way or at risk! (or your wonderful mom - don't forget about her! :) ) "Float on, my dear friend" I'm supporting ya whatever you decide!!!

# re: Anxious, Anxious, Anxious 8/28/2006 2:17 PM Neilh

Team...having fun and enjoying what you do has clearly been achieved with all the wonderfully great stories along the way. Your safety and not taking any undue risks is another....and I think you have the answer before you. Your schedule is self imposed...change the rules with safety as a criteria,and you end up with_________decision. Good luck!

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